Learning....

For the past few weeks.....

I've learned how to let go....

I've learned how not to feel inferior....

I've learned a lot from having a relationship to maintaining friendships

I've decided that relationship can wait....love can wait

Because i have people around me....i have a future to look to....a future career to work on....loads of money to search for

Therefore,i have options waiting for me in the future

As of now...i have studies to look after

After everything that happened,i've learned and still learning

It's really never too late to learn...

I can't believe this is happening to me...

What a change to myself....

Never thought i will get hooked onto them....

I think i'm falling in love...

Noooooooooooooo.........

But it might be a good thing....

Having said that.....i feel great


LOL i'm talking about SNSD.haha!

spiralling out

Now things are really getting out of control...

Wonder why this part of the year,problem always crop up one by one.....

damn....why is this crap happening?

bored....

seriously i really think i have some mental disorder.when i have classes i say they are boring and i get bored easily on the same time.when i have no classes i say my day is boring and i get bored on the same time as well.so.....WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME?!

then there's a cute creature who said i was weird.but then i don't think i am.anyways that creature is adorably cute cuz she owns a teddy which looks like a monkey XD

ok.the end.

*this post is meant to be weird*

of life and fate....

destiny destiny destiny....

fate fate fate......

SCREW IT!!!

10 months ago these 2 fellows said 'this' but 'this' doesn't happen now.screw life sriously...

FML N FTW!

ASSIGNMENTS?FTW!

ASSIGNMENTS?FML!

MID-TERM?....OH!FTW AND FML!

No worth's man

Trust....i've betrayed you and i know now i will never get it back.There's nothing left for me already.

Thoughts have been surrounding me.....

Let it go or hang on?

I deserve nothing.I don't expect anything at all.

I thought what i did was right,i never want to do it but i was just thinking from the better aspect.Maybe I'm really not worth it after all and i know it.

I've lost everything....trust,credibility,dignity and almost everything that i've created at the beginning.

Really....what has left for me?